Why don't I love my step child
Ever since I gave birth to my first child, a boy, three months ago, I cannot stand my 10 year old step son. I can't stand to see him, hear him, even his smell repulses me. I feel a total rage whenever he is around and it is very hard to contain. I do not understand why this is happening. I had a great relationship with him before I got pregnant but during the pregnancy, things changed. Once my son was born, it got worse. I almost look for ways to get my step son in trouble. The really sad thing is, most of the time, I don't feel bad about it.
I do not know if this is normal or not. Sometimes I just wish he would go live with his mother full time.